It’s over.
Posted by bradmoistdotcom | Filed under Uncategorized
So, yes, it’s all over. I can think of a handful of days this past year that were just hell and yesterday was one of them. I don’t think I’ll ever understand how someone can do what has been done and then also try and take everything and or demand to get everything back in order to almost erase any memory of a marriage. So yes, I feel I took the high road in order to end it. I know I have always been more than willing to compromise. I know I have never asked for 50/50 though you would think that a marriage ending the way ours had would result it that, but it doesn’t. I pray I did the right thing. I do feel I was taken advantage of because I broke down and just wanted it over. I just don’t think I could wake up this morning knowing that all this shit was still looming over my head. I need to move forward. Though it is hard waking up feeling walked all over and beaten down. I do wish she would have had to look at me in the face and sign the papers just like she had to look at me in the face when she married me. I just pray and hope to God that no one I ever know has to go through anything like what I have the past year. But I do know that if someone I know does, then I will be right there by their side hopefully knowing what to do and not to do. To those that have stood by my side, and continue to, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. You will never know how much your support has meant to me. Here’s to the future, may I honor Him, and trust in His timing for my life.
